Snow Falling On Cedars: Hatsue and Ishmael's Incompatibility …I don't love you, Ishmael. I can think of no more honest way to say it. From the very beginning, when we were little children, it seemed to me something was wrong. Whenever we were together I knew it. I felt it inside of me. I loved you and I didn't love you at the very same moment, and I felt troubled and confused. Now, everything is obvious to me and I feel I have to tell you the truth… I am not yours any more. I wish you the very best, Ishmael. Your heart is large and you are gentle and kind, and I know you will do great t